hearts() are meant to be broken
Tuesday, June 05, 2007

talk about pressure.

my mum is not letting me do anything except homework, homework and more WORK. can't she even realise that it is the holidays. and all she does is blabs about maths and that i shouldn't be flunking it. and she COMPARES me with those good students and even though i complained to her about our maths teacher, all she does is say"don't blame others cause you can't do well in maths and why can other people do better than you and you can't." and the reason being: they have an interest in maths. who on earth would do something they wouldn't like doing. i mean of cause, for students, we have to score good in every subject, especially english, maths, and science. but i mean, my parents are basically comparing me with other good people and not letting me do the things i want. even SMSING. or watching a simple tv show like spongebob squarepants or something. i mean, it's the HOLIDAYS.

had band at 12.30 today, took a cab to school. i realised i have been spending most of my money on cab fare. i spent $10 in two days. well, for me it's ALOT. somehow=/ and the humid weather is killing, not only me but EVERYONE, that afternoon. band was fun(: played pirates and a bit of mas que nada and fantasy here and there. played phantom too:D for the first time i felt today's combine was fun. but the front part of pirates was ultra[ly] messy. so we skipped to bar 29. had fun during sectionals too. played some parts with the trumpets. after band i went with carina to drink bubble tea; and for once i decided to switch my usual old drink to something new. blue coral. well, at first it tasted weird. but after a while it was quite okay. it somehow tasted like coconut to me. and seriously, that drink made me FULL. it could have been my dinner. i also ordered fries. imagine how full i was. shared some with carina though. left for home at around 5.20. reached home and found my sister having tuition at the dining table with her new tuition teacher. so i crept up without them noticing me. i had a looooonnnnggg bath. for about half an hour. after doing so, i watched xi ling men and so you think you can dance. following that the 7pm show on channel 8, the beginning. yeaps. i finally persuaded my mum to let me use her comp, to do HOMEWORK; online. but apparently, i'm not doing anything. imagine if she sees me blogging. i'm going to be so DEAD. well, not going for band tomorrow as i have organ class. and i've still got to write an arrangement for canon in d. wow, what fun.

oh and i made a new invention:
xbox game+a lot of movement=piercing headache.
grah.